Dear Shortie,
Look, I don't know where to start. I love you. I have loved you since as long as I can remember, Shortie. I guess the first time I told was when I realized how much you meant to me. We have known each other for years. Once we got together, I couldn't believe how good things were going. It was too good to be true. It was perfect in the beginning. I loved you, and you loved me. I felt like that's the way it should still be.
I didn't want you to leave - honestly, I didn't. If I could go back, I'd beg you to stay by my side. To know you'd be miles away was breaking my heart, but I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to make a good future for yourself, for us. Now that I think about it, how could I have let you go? What was I thinking then? Look what has happened.
I know we've been through the toughest of times. And because of that I think we are stronger than we thought. We lasted a good while. I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that I did wrong. I wish you could just tell me, and I would change it all. But, you know that neither of us were innocent when it came to hurting each other.
When I said I would marry you, I meant it. I wanted to live my entire life loving you. We could have grown old together. I know you wanted that. It would have been great. But what happened to us, Shortie? Where did we go wrong? Wasn't our love untouchable? Wasn't it strong? I sit and think, and the only thing that best explains it is that we needed to be together physically. Having you in one state and me in another was unbearable. Although, I wanted to be with you so badly, I also have school and my life here. If I could go back I'd probably leave with you when I had the chance. Would things be better now or is this the way it is supposed to be?
All I know is we may not be together now or maybe not ever again. But I want you to know that you are someone I will never ever forget. I loved you, and still love, and will always love you, no matter what. We've been through a lot. But that love is still there. I hope you find happiness. I hope all your dreams come true. You deserve a lot.I feel very lucky to have had the chance to experience the love we once had. It's something I will forever cherish. Please don't forget it. I know things aren't the best now, but at least we still have our friendship. That's where it all started. I just ask for one thing; be happy, and know that I'm happy. I will always think of you.
Love always,Lucky Angel
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|29" leftzone="1128||1" leftzone="446|我不想離開你-|1" leftzone="1157||8" leftzone="475||8" leftzone="1239|真的，我沒有。|21" leftzone="843|2|18" leftzone="495|如果我能回到過去|1" leftzone="683|，我會乞求你|" rightzone="312|18" leftzone="1106|1留在我身邊。|22" leftzone="547|知道你會英里以外打破我的心，|28" leftzone="598|2|28" leftzone="598|2但我希望你幸福。|15" leftzone="628|1|5" leftzone="836|我想讓你成為一個好|33" leftzone="2153|30|19" leftzone="656||19" leftzone="741|自己的未來，|1" leftzone="2017||6" leftzone="677|為了我們|1" leftzone="683||1" leftzone="928|。|25" leftzone="685|2我現在覺得|1" leftzone="983|，|20" leftzone="712||20" leftzone="712||20" leftzone="1513|我怎麼可以讓|19" leftzone="2419|1|6" leftzone="733|你走？|19" leftzone="1022|我想的是什麼呢？5|2" leftzone="1273|看發生了什麼|" rightzone="653|1" leftzone="1781||" rightzone="343|1" leftzone="789||1" leftzone="1041|。
|13" leftzone="1786||6" leftzone="794|我知道我們經歷過的最艱難的時光。因為我|12" leftzone="865||12" leftzone="865||12" leftzone="914|認為我們|16" leftzone="878||16" leftzone="878||16" leftzone="1697|比我們的|7" leftzone="1880|7">思想。我們持續了好一會兒。|1" leftzone="928|3|1" leftzone="1271|我|42" leftzone="929|42">|42" leftzone="929|4很抱歉難以置信的一切，|11" leftzone="972||11" leftzone="972||11" leftzone="1171|1都是我的錯|1" leftzone="983||1" leftzone="1297|。|29" leftzone="985||29" leftzone="985|我希望你能告訴我，我|19" leftzone="1022||19" leftzone="1303|會改變這一切|1" leftzone="1041|。但是2|1" leftzone="1046|，|3" leftzone="1738|你知道，|13" leftzone="1062||13" leftzone="1444|1我們都是無辜的時候，||1" leftzone="2127||" rightzone="312|18" leftzone="1106|1互相傷害|1" leftzone="2132||29" leftzone="1128|2當我説我要嫁給你|1" leftzone="1418|，|10" leftzone="1203|我的意思。我想|20" leftzone="2187||4" leftzone="1183|住在我的整個生命|10" leftzone="1203|愛你。我們可以一起變老。我知道|15" leftzone="1256||15" leftzone="1256||15" leftzone="1403|你想要的3|1" leftzone="1271|。這|21" leftzone="1276||21" leftzone="1276|將是巨大的|1" leftzone="1297|。但|19" leftzone="1303|我們發生了什麼事，胖子？|21" leftzone="1333|2我們哪裏做錯了？不是我們的愛不？不是很強嗎？我想|1" leftzone="1418|，|23" leftzone="1420||23" leftzone="1420||23" leftzone="1856|2和唯一的一件事，最好的解釋是，我們必須在一起。有你在一個國家和|28" leftzone="1534||28" leftzone="1534||28" leftzone="1753|28">我的另一難以忍受。雖然，我想你了，我也有學校和我在這裏的生活。|18" leftzone="1645|18">如果我能回到過去，我|31" leftzone="1665|31">|31" leftzone="1665|3想可能與你離開時，我有機會|" rightzone="334|1" leftzone="2466|1">。事情會更好，現在是應該是這樣的|" rightzone="653|1" leftzone="1781|1">嗎？
|13" leftzone="1786|1我知道我們不可能在一起或也許不是再次。但我要你知道，你是|32" leftzone="1888|32">|32" leftzone="1888|32">我絕對不會忘記的那個人。我愛你，現在仍然愛，和我將永遠愛你，不管是什麼。我們|22" leftzone="1995||22" leftzone="1995||22" leftzone="2311|22">已經經歷了很多。但是，仍然有愛。我希望你找到幸福。我希望你所有的夢想成真。你|13" leftzone="2114||13" leftzone="2272|13">得到了很多。我覺得很幸運，有機會體驗到我們曾經擁有的愛。這是我永遠會珍惜。請不要忘記它。我知道事情不是最好的，但至少我們還有我們的友誼。這一切開始的地方。我只求一事；快樂，並且知道我是快樂的。我|24" leftzone="2442|24">|24" leftzone="2442|24">會一直想着你。
永遠的愛，幸運天使
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